I Hate Loneliness, But It Loves Me

I will constantly wake up in the middle of the night, feeling all lonely…and indeed… sorrow…

I’d end up staring at the ceiling with thousands of words playing in my head… I could hear voices talking to me. Shouting at me. Praising me. Comforting me.

I’ll be thinking of the past. Thinking of tomorrow. Thinking of next year. Thinking of my future. And of course, thinking of myself. At that point of time, I feel like I can’t reach out for anyone. I feel like everyone is gone and no one is there to pull me out of this deep emptiness. I’m truly all alone, hunted by Loneliness. I hate it… but it loves me....

Save me. Save me from Loneliness......

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