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BLACK AND WHITE....

The whole world, to me, seems to be black and white as some thoughts keep on haunting me day and night. Unfortunately, there is no one, for it, to take blame and the hurt that life is never going to be the same. Looks like i will never be able to sight the elusive dawn and from certain things, i wont be able to easily move on. Everything i do, it'll always be in black and white as i would have lost to carry on an ongoing fight. The horizon i seek looks so far out of reach and sight as the path looks hazy and has hues of black and white. Yet those who troubled me, to them, trouble never come and may they find a footing amidst all this mayhem. Still in the mind and heart, all i can do, is feel irate as all my hopes and dreams, like water, got to quickly evaporate. Someday i pray that my future will shine and always be bright and start to see things that are beyond black and white.

ON YOU, WHEN I WROTE….

A year ago, to each other, we were still new and though about you, I hardly even knew I hope you remember what I went to write in the three works though you weren’t in sight. I used to proclaim myself as a BARD who, to write, felt didn’t have to try hard. Hence, as a challenge, to write, I took and wrote something that was out of the book. In my diary, then I had made an important note that henceforth whenever a work. I wrote it would be YOU who would become my muse and so your presence, from my life, didn’t want to loose. After that, over time, I wrote many more a rhyme which was possible thinking of you all the time. To me, you were a person, who was one of a kind and by then, without your love, I was good as blind. Nowadays, like before, I still go onto ink and why you decided to leave me, I think. Has gone away, like before, all my bliss as your love and company, I still miss.

I LOVE YOU-an acrostic

I n our hearts, there is a special glow L ife for us to lead, it is out to show O nly this feeling can stand test of time V ital it is for both of us, as its sublime E xpect me to fulfil your every necessity Y ours I want to remain beyond eternity O nly to you, I can tell how much, you, I need U, me and us, together, life, lets go onto lead

WITHOUT YOU, HOW WILL I LIVE?

While with me, you suddenly felt a sense of boredom and thought it was better to assert your freedom. So, you thought that from my life, you take leave without understanding, without you, how I’ll live. I always, in my life, kept and regarded in high esteem and being with you, till eternity, was an unending dream. Yet, never for once, did I ever go onto perceive that, without you, for a moment, how would I live. Being human, at times, towards you, I had been curt by which, for sure, you would’ve felt a lot of hurt. Though you said that, to me, you would forgive little did I know that one day, how would I live. I have a become a bird that’s chipped of its wing and am unsure what the future, to me, will bring. The truth which I want you to know now and believe is that I don’t know, without you, how I’ll live.

COMPROMISE…

For anyone, would it be an option that’s nice if for something, they might have to compromise so that what they want in life, they are able to get and by not doing it, later feel a sense of regret? Sometimes, in life, if you have to rise you may have to do a lot of compromise. Though the stage set maybe just initial or it may be done for someone special. Would people, I wonder, still call one wise if they choose to stick on to the path of compromise. May it could be something that is the need of the hour when one decides to accept things as they are. At times, everything would looks as a packet of lies when futile becomes what one went to compromise. Apart from the put efforts ending up in vain it leaves one with a lot of guilt and pain. Posted by "THE BARD WHO DOESNT HAVE TO TRY TOO HARD"

WILL I EVER BE YOUR INSPIRATION???

Of my works, now, then, forever you have been my muse though I cant understand, how you, I went onto loose. Yet one thing will remain eternally as my frustration whether, of your work, will I ever be an inspiration?? Even now, of your presence in my life, I’ve the need and through my works, I allow my heart to bleed. Still whatever I do, I will never have the satisfaction as I would want to know of your work, will I ever be an inspiration?? Though of someone else memories, you are bound in your mind for me, you were and are unique, and one of a kind. To drive away that person’s thoughts, I’ll try with all determination or else, it will haunt me whether of your work, will I ever be an inspiration?? Though you claim that from my life, you have moved on your thoughts keep coming to me, every night and dawn. Before I die, I ask only thing, to give me some jubilation that is, atleast then, of your work, will I ever be an inspiration??

WHEN FRIENDS MOVE AWAY….

We might have decided to be always together even if it meant not knowing what was the future. Yet, one doesn’t not get words to express or say when, from one’s life, friends decide to move away. For some, it maybe a craze to accumulate fame and money or for the genuine lot, it may getting caught in matrimony. Yet, for them, a stage comes when 24 hours is less in a day and then you realize that friends have decided to move away. Nowadays, some find an identity in being “online” as for them, that is the key to gain cloud nine. The moment they stop coming across you and your way its time to realize that friends have decided to move away. At times, may emerge a lot of unnecessary difference and each other may not need the other’s presence. Yet one may feel that all these mustn’t be kept at bay and then you realize that friends have decided to move away. In life, as usual, lots of people come and go and something’s, over time, we tend to know. It is memories that are memorable that’ll stay ...
Hello, it is you whom I am looking for that too when you’ve decided to go far. For you in my life, I’ll have the yearning as without you, will never come the silver lining. Hello, it is you whom I am looking for that too when you’ve decided to go far. All that I can do is to chant for your presence so that, someday, I can be proud of my existence. Hello, it is you whom I am looking for that too when you’ve decided to go far. For my mistakes, I pray that you forgive so that your love, once again, I can receive. Hello, it is you whom I am looking for that too when you’ve decided to go far. I just hope that one day, to me, you come back understanding how much, your love now, I lack.

WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME ?

Thought you that I, your life, could no longer enliven and as though, from my end, it would never happen. Hence you decided that, from me, you move on and find someone else to show you a new dawn. From you, there was not a single thing that I hid about the good and bad, I told you, what all I did. In certain ways, I wanted to undergo a change so that, with you, one day, vows I could exchange. At times, I know, unintentionally I unleashed my fury and after that each time, I used to express my sorry. Whenever that happened, it was only because of strife and to pacify me then, I wanted you to be in my life. Though I went on to offer on you that was unconditional my dealings made me think that I was someone trivial. But for me, your presence was always going to be vital and hence I looked forward to pass each and every hurdle. Yet, you had options that were, in number, so many besides bounded by people of varied company that you decided to leave me high and dry and for which all I can do i...

Please forgive me, I can’t stop love you

through you, the true meaning of love, I got to know. Even though like Bryan Adams I may not be able to sing I still feel, happiness to you, I can still go onto bring. Please forgive me, I can’t stop love you the vows we made then, why don’t we renew? Your love, for me, in life, is there as scarcity as I want you to be mine till eternity. Please forgive me, I can’t stop love you as my broken heart, only you can sew. Day in and day out, I endure a lot pain which will go away, if your love, I regain. Please forgive me, I can’t stop love you so that we can start a life that is new. I’ll make sure that I fulfill what all you lack starting from the moment, you deicide to be back.

I Hate Loneliness, But It Loves Me

I will constantly wake up in the middle of the night, feeling all lonely…and indeed… sorrow… I’d end up staring at the ceiling with thousands of words playing in my head… I could hear voices talking to me. Shouting at me. Praising me. Comforting me. I’ll be thinking of the past. Thinking of tomorrow. Thinking of next year. Thinking of my future. And of course, thinking of myself. At that point of time, I feel like I can’t reach out for anyone. I feel like everyone is gone and no one is there to pull me out of this deep emptiness. I’m truly all alone, hunted by Loneliness. I hate it… but it loves me.... Save me. Save me from Loneliness......

Advice

Ladies and Gentlemen ....... If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience…I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh never mind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you imagine. Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing everyday that scares you Sing Don’t be reckless with othe...

Aviation - You were my everything

[Talking] This goes out to someone that was Once the most important person in my life I didn’t realize it at the time I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so I don’t really expect you to either It’s just... I don’t even know Just listen… You’re the one that I want, the one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was real I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasn’t me; let me show you the way I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt But I didn’t know I made everything worse You told me we were crazy in love But you didn’t care when push came to shove If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you with my heart, really and truly I guess...

SaD StOrY

A girl and a boy was on a motorcycle .. girl: slow down! boy: tell me you love me and then I'll slow down! girl: I love you!! now slow down!! boy: k, first can you put on my helmet? It's blocking my eyes! girl: ok! Next day in the news.... two ppl crashed into a building, but only one survived... truth: halfway there, the boy knew his breaks were broken so he didn't wanna scare the girl and he knew they were gonna crash so he asked her to take his helmet and he asked her to say i love you cause he knew he's never gonna see her again...

USED Vs. LOVED

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child’s hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father…..with painful eyes he asked, ‘Dad when will my fingers grow back?’ The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions…….sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written ‘LOVE YOU DAD’. The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life….. Things are to be used and people are to be loved , But the problem in today’s world is that, People are used and things are loved… During this year, let’s be careful to keep this thought in mind: Things are to be used, but People are to be loved … Be yourse...

Love At First Sight

Is there such a thing as love at first sight? That's the question I used to ask Until I laid eyes on you. How is it possible to feel so much for a stranger, a passerby? Love has no limits, no color, no time. That's when I realized I had fallen in love - Love at first sight.

A Wish...

I lay in the grass with you, looking at the endless night sky. Millions of stars and one moon, staring down at us. You point up and say “A shooting star! Make a wish” You close your eyes tightly, and make one. I think and think, then finally I get an idea. “I wish this moment would last forever.” I think to myself. I look at you, and I know. We had wished the same thing.

Your Really Touched My Heart

Where is the sun behind the mountain ? On a green grass, I stepped into a fairy tale, Smell the fresh air in one time of love, Like a dream in perfection, Baby, your love really touched my heart, Written with trust, Butterflies among flowers, How I adore you more than words, "Memorize Me", a lake with its beauty, Where ducks and geese were happy, I've watched all of these joy in life, A lovely smile like yours in every desire, I will wait for you until there's no end for me....

After 10 years

As the time passes by memory fades, with this passing time we see life’s different shades… Today i am trying to sit n tackle all my fears, by looking at the shades of my life after 10 years… Will i be living in the world of my dreams, will life be as easy as today it seems… Will i be missing my school life and itz grace, or i will forget it all in this worlds rat race… Will i be getting from my friends same care and time, or they will all be changed by those silver coins shine… Will i be with all my sweetest friends till then, with whom life is easy every moment is overwhelmed… Will i be with my life’s ultimate love, with whom i can fly high to the clouds above… Will i be having my best friend with me too, will she help me then whenever i am in blue… But now its the time to give halt to all these thoughts, cuz i dont even know till then i will be ALIVE OR NOT…